Dear author, please learn some self-reliance. I’m not saying you shouldn’t get married again, since that is clearly what you want, but you are already incredibly clingy and I haven’t even met you so I imagine the men you actually meet are going to be terrified by you immediately. Your entire argument in favor of marriage seems to be that you feel you aren’t complete without a partner. Think about that, and read Shel Silverstein‘s book The Missing Piece Meets the Big O.