Truly beautiful people have a worse time, I think. Oh it’s all gifts and flattery and stalkers when they’re young, but as they get older and their beauty fades, they realize that’s all they’ve had and they get desperate to hold onto it. And that desperation to hold onto beauty is miserable to live through and a big turn off to other people, Who have found other ways to be happy because they were never beautiful to begin with. So I’m glad you’re writing, and I encourage you to explore other interests, even though you are more beautiful than you think you are. Just quit stressing about it.